Life is not easy :')

Zaman sekolah banyak memanusiakan aku . Especially , time sekolah menengah lah . Form 3 ni banyak cabaran aku tempuh . Problem pasal LOVES , FRIENDS , SCHOOL . Tiga problem ni selalu timbul masa kita meningkat remaja . I think you guys pun dah alami kan ? How is it ? Rasanya , semua yang aku tempuh ni mematangkan aku dari segi fikiran dan tindakan . "Matang tidak kira usia" . Tak semestinya tua , dia dah matang . Kita just be patient hadap semua ni . Sometimes jangan terlalu fikirkan problem kita , kita kena move on . Teruskan hidup ! Senyum walaupun dalam hati kita sakit . "Nobody said that life was easy"
- PMR Student -

Ma problem now :'(

Tahun ini memang teruk bagi aku . Now , baru aku alami benda ni . "It hurts when someone walks into your life makes you happy and then leaves you hurting" . Yang ni lahh masalah aku sekarang . Aku dah ada partner tapi aku perasaan sayang kat dia lama2 terhakis sikit . Then , someone ni muncul dalam hidup aku . Happy kan aku . Minat kita orangg sama means serasi lah . Tiap2 hari chat , Sometimes texting , perasaan suka and sayang dah timbul kat dia . Asyik teringat dia je . Now , dia Crush aku . Selamba je dia panggil aku sayang . Lama2 melting . Tolong jangan mainkan perasaan wa . Tengok wa dah fall in love kat you ! Bangang ahh -,- Aku suka kau dalam diam . Taktau kalau kau ada feeling yang sama dengan aku . Aku tak berani nak terus terang . Now , we're just friends . It's so complicated ! Aku taknak tunjukkan perasaan suka kat dia sangat . Nanti syok sendiri pulak dah . BuatBuat dia anggap aku macam kawan je . Maluu lah nanti .  Haihh , penat nak menangis pasal dia . If classmates aku baca entry ni , Maybe diaorangg gelak guling2 . But I know ada yang understand , right ? Aku pendam , sakit . Aku luahkan , tak berani woy ! Dekat sekolah suka terserempak dengan dia . Mata aku asyik cari dia je kat sekolah . Aku ni yang over kan? Dia? Arghhhh ! taktau lah perasaan dia . Tak dapat baca . Susah ! *Lelaki please jangan ucap sayang kalau tak sayang dia* Ni masalah aku sekarang ! Taktau nak selesaikan macam mana . Need help ! Crush , please notice me :') Hmmmm , just fake smile while I'm at the school :')

Desribe about me ;)

Nurul Haziqah binti Abdul Rahman a.k.a Amoy

• Kawan2 panggil aku Haziq , Ziq , Ziqah -,-
• PMR last batch
• Keding , lidi tapi kuat makan ^^V
• Suka buat orang happy *tapi diri sendiri tak happy*
• Perahsia
• Senang ingat sahabat lama or orang *tapi orang tak ingat aku*
• 28 July 1998
• Gila gila dengan orang yang rapat dengan aku
• Akan jadi pendiam dengan orang yang tak rapat or tak kenal
• Benci orang berlagak , bangga diri , talam dua muka
• Suka baca Lawak Kampus daripada novel cintan cintun
• Telinga kalis kutukan *maybe*
• Favourite subject : ENGLISH
• Suka English songs , movies and wte

Act , banyak . HAHA , that's all for this entry . Goodbye . See ya !
 

When I Was Your Man - Bruno Mars :)

Same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now ,
Our song on the radio but it does not sound the same ,
When my friends talk about you , It all just tear me down ,
Cause my heart breaks a little , When I hear your name ,
It all just sounds like Oooooooooooohh ...
Hmm .. too young , too dumb to realize ! That I

*Should have bought you flowers , and held your hands .
Should have give you all my hours ,
When I had the chance ,
Take you to every party , Cause all you wanted to do was dance ..
Now my baby's dancing .. But she dancing with another man .

My pride my ego my needs and my selfish ways ,
Cause a good strong woman like to walk out my life ,
Now I never , never get to clean up the mess I made . Ooooh
And it hunts me every time I close my eyes .
And it all just sounds like . Ouuuuuooooohhhh ~
Hmmm , too young , too dumb to realize ! That I (*Chorus)

Although it hurts ,
I'll be the first to say that , I was wrongg ~
Oooh , I know I probably much too late ,
To try and apologize for my mistakes ,
But I just want you to know ~

I hope he buys you flowers ,
I hope he hold your hands ,
Give you all his hours
When he has the chance ,
Take you to every party ,
Cause I remember how much you really loved to dance ~
Do all the things , I should have done .
When I was Your man .
Do all the things , I should have done .
WHEN I WAS YOUR MAN !

- Best song ever ! - Lirik yang mendalam gilaa -
 

New Year !

It's 2013 guys . New year , new life , new hope and everything new except me . Me is myself ! Never changed dear . Just be yourself . That's enough . Yeaah , I know my blog is quite bad and "Sakai" . By the way , dont judge the book by its cover haa ! HEHE xD . Although my blog is so ugly but the contents is quite interesting . HAHA , kayy "Build castle in the air" -.-''

Tahun ni kita kena hadap PMR :) 
Harap boleh concentrate lah and get 8A's . Yeaa , that's my hope this year ! Please ... doakan aku berjaya and pass with flying colours nanti . InsyaAllah ... Amiin YaRabbal A'lamiinn xD

Act , banyak lagi kita nak story mory kat awak ! But , taktau nak mula dari mana . Ada story about friends , school , crush , couple , and MYSELF . It's all about my life . Tahun 2013 , aku baru 14 tahun 3 bulan 18 hari . My birthday is on 28 July ! Yeaahh , never forget that . For me lahh but for people yang lain taktau ingat ke tidak birthdayy aku . Seriously , this year memang tahun frust ! Check it out next entry lahh ;)